small break

it's hard to breath tonight,
the dark night seems to be clear of any stars,
there seems to be nothing,
emptiness trying to find its way inside...

my chest feels heavy right now,
was something inside?
or was it something missing?
logic seems to be fading away...

has the time comes?
is it the end?
could this be it?
will I find the answer?

my body is in pain,
my heart aches,
my mind disconnected,
my feeling numbed...

I need a break