goodbye

i never felt so much love in my heart before,
for no one that loved me, other than you,
you made me laughed, cried and to be human,
these emotions, overflowed my very existence,
to drowned in it, yet i wanted more,
i would never thought that one day,
for goodbye i must say,
it felt like forever, for me to muster my strength,
and yet, for this day to come.

my heart hurt,
to held you in my arms,
for this smile to be forever gone,
and the warmth of your touch seemed to be,
nothing but a long forgotten memory,
my heart hurt,
for this day to ever come,
that you left me,
alone, while you were in my arms,

i could not take this anymore,
now that you're gone,
to never come back,
for there was no way for me to turned back time,
and to hold you closely and to never let go.

for these regrets that i owned,
to loved you and to cherished you,
to hold you and to be with you,
because of this love,
I've learnt, that i finally alone, and i'm going too.

i can't take this anymore,
to face this world without you,
i could never do it,
for i could never forget you,
you said your goodbye,
and now it's my turn,
for me to resign to my heart,
and i will go away too.

This foolish lover...

It pains my heart,
so much that I wanted to cry,
but I hold it firm, for I don't want to betray myself,
it hurts like hell,
when you look into my eyes and tells me you love me.

I remember that very day,
you were holding my hand under the tree,
we were talking about so many things,
then you said you love me,
for the first time, I was happy.

Then I saw you at the end of the street,
walking with a bright smile on your face,
to another man that you said a friend,
only that you were holding his hand,
just like you did to me.

It hurts me so much,
for every night when you were in my arms,
hugging each other, cherishing that moment,
knowing that I wasn't the only one for you,
I cried to myself, only deeply in my heart.

I wanted this to end,
I wanted to let you go,
I wanted this to end right now,
I wanted to no longer in this sorrow,
I wanted to, but I couldn't.

For you are my man,
my feelings for you are pure,
it was all that I could give away,
while I have none for myself,
and I don't have the guts to take it back from you.

It never slipped my mind,
knowing that this feeling you have for me,
was nothing more than just a simple lie,
but I love you so much,
that it kills me inside.

For you I was just another man,
For me I was just another foolish lover.