When I was Your Lover...

I looked at my day,
It was dull, full with loneliness,
There were no such things,
That could always make me smile,
Yet, there were only tears, grieve and pain.


I were alone,
When you decided to look away,
Far away from me.


The only thing left,
Was only the memory?
Memory that could never fade or it will.
I could never know.


Day by day,
It gone without you by my side,
Believe me, I could never allowed it to happen,
But, when you turn away from me,
Which one is more painful, to know that you are gone or to keep your body with me, without your soul?


Alone, how could I ever faced the world alone,
When I had in my hand
The vow that we make years ago,
The vow that to me seems just been made yesterday,
The vow that keep me always with you,
Although without the vow, I will always be with you,
But yet, you leave me alone.


My love, tell me something,
What makes you turned away?
Yet, I would never know the answer,
Because I was your lover.


My love,
I know that you know it,
That I love you much more than anyone,
But still, you leave me alone.


My love,
You know it,
When you turn away from me,
There was no more love in you,
When you turn away,
I know, I could never see your eyes again,
I know, your smiles are not meant to me,
But,
Do you realized that,
When you looked away,
I love you ever more than ever,
Perhaps you didn’t know,
Perhaps you will never know.


My love,
You are gone now,
Forever, that you will be,
There is only one thing that I always have in my mind,
Alone I am, yet you will forever be in my mind,
Forever.