It pains my heart,
so much that I wanted to cry,
but I hold it firm, for I don't want to betray myself,
it hurts like hell,
when you look into my eyes and tells me you love me.
I remember that very day,
you were holding my hand under the tree,
we were talking about so many things,
then you said you love me,
for the first time, I was happy.
Then I saw you at the end of the street,
walking with a bright smile on your face,
to another man that you said a friend,
only that you were holding his hand,
just like you did to me.
It hurts me so much,
for every night when you were in my arms,
hugging each other, cherishing that moment,
knowing that I wasn't the only one for you,
I cried to myself, only deeply in my heart.
I wanted this to end,
I wanted to let you go,
I wanted this to end right now,
I wanted to no longer in this sorrow,
I wanted to, but I couldn't.
For you are my man,
my feelings for you are pure,
it was all that I could give away,
while I have none for myself,
and I don't have the guts to take it back from you.
It never slipped my mind,
knowing that this feeling you have for me,
was nothing more than just a simple lie,
but I love you so much,
that it kills me inside.
For you I was just another man,
For me I was just another foolish lover.
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